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Reading

Haha.....I muz confess that i din reallie spent my time very well at hm.... i onli use the Net, watch video n exercising. I din go and look for those 1 day de job or din go for lesson. Haiz... it is quite bored to be at hm at times. I wanna work or study. At least it kills my time. After i pray n wish for so long not to be in camp, I felt bored.... Anywhere I was reading my old post juz nw. And i feel that it is damn funny sia. I din realise tat i has been through so much stuff. ESP when i was studying in NY. Possible reason is becos the relationship of my and my classmate is quite bad during the 1st yr. I has try my best to know them n understand more to salvage the relationship. Frankly speaking, it is part of the reason y i try my best nt to make my fren piss or angry wif me. Hehe... However, I wanna change!!! Sometimes i cant stand myself. I wanna a better character than hu am i now. I nid to be a stronger ppl... IT IS IMPORTANT. HAHA

FOR the 1st time, I tink I lao le compared to youngsters haha

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Changing

185 post.... Frankly speaking... I really think that there is a need to change my personality... If something will pull me down- that should be my personality... I agree that I am ppl hu cant hide my true emotion n i cant control at times. But I muz get it change... I muz change so that it will be self-protected... N i nid it to protect myself before someone can backstab me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe

Not much on my personality.. cos i m qte sick of it.. haha.. Haiz... Nowaday the weather is so bad that i cant do my exercises at the time i wan haha... In the end i choose to nua tdy... Din exercise at all haha.. Tink i gg swimming tmr... lao tian ya.... Plz allow me to swim tmr...if u wanna rain... Rain at the evening bt nt after my driving lesson haha... Alwaes tink that i m FAT!!!!!!!! OMG.... it did decrease alot... Bt it is nt my desire weight yet... I wanna be 60 by feb nxt feb... It is damn impt... cos i wanna slim down.... i nid to be slim.... PLZ..... i hope i dun gain after i ord... MUZ cut down on food intake(even though some tink it is qte less nw)CUT MORE

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Leave

Watching KO 3an Guo juz nw... I m wondering... wad would ppl tink if i have to leave one day........

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Driving

Woahz... tmr is my driving lesson again....Haha... Frankly speaking, I havent drive for the past 2 mth le lehzz... so i abit nervous lahz.. How arh.... HEHE!!!!!!!!!!!! Aiya should not be a prob le lahz... correct???????????? Okie i gg out soon

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Job 1

Woahzz.... wad a hectics day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tdy is the 1st time I bringing sec2 students out for a maths trail(somemore in charge of NT student). Throughout the whole journey, some of them shows that they are nt interested in the trail while some are quite enthu abt it.Give a good pat for those hu r enthu. But wad i was touched is that some of e gal request to take fotos wif me n one even send a sms to me. Woahz.... i was damn touched abt it... haha..... It is wad make the whole thing memorable for me.
Anyway, i haf decided to change my personality. It is to prevent me from being hurted by anyone or being bully by any people anymore. Even to my best bro and frenz. I m so sorrie if i haf to do it. It was forced by situation and environment that I muz change to suit the reality. STOP BEING SO NAIVE!!!!!!!!!!!

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Damn Hard to PRedict

Woahz Kaoz...... it is so hard to predict sia... I mean is my mood lahz... There is a lots of stuff keep inside my heart which I can't tell to other ppl. That is no way I can push it out of my mind and heart. I can only think and think and think and show it all out in my face and emotional. Practically, I hate myself. I hate myself so much that I have to use self-harm method to forget all the unhappiness. When i start to change, i always have this question. WHERE THE OLD ME???? Where has it gone??? Look like it is time for me to do some reflection on myself. Haiz..... Damn sad... Because of this issue, I haf quite a few conflict with some of my brothers. Frankly speaking, I hate it. I hate to quarrelled wif any of them. It sux to the core. But they was affected by my mood swing. I look like i muz learn to control it before it is taking over me. I tot i haf learn something these 2 yrs. At least become tougher. But it is not showing??? Look like i nid to show to other ppl that i haf changed. Change in to a rather bad n weird personality. Must be Self-protected. More harvoc and not tat guai anymore...... HELP LAHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Last 3 weeks...

Yes arh.. Left last 3 weeks before i dunnid to go back to camp(beside fridae)...
waited for this period to come for such a long time le...
sometimes i tink tat camp is more fun than staying at hm n do nothing hehe.... Reason: at hm i can onli slp eat play and maybe exercise.. haahh... Anyway, this 2 yrs lots of stuff haf happen and i believe that somethings haf change part of my life... at least part of my character. MAke me into a beta person and change me to a stronger person than ever... I hope tat i m stronger than before.. cos i was damn weak...... And i hate to be weak....

Anyway dis period... as usual i haf my own set of frenz(10 people and 4 ORD personnel) and 1 of them i treat him as my gan gege liaoz... haha.... Thx to them anyway... hehe I m so grateful to them hehe for teaching me... haha...

YA... HAPPIE BDAE TO WG AND AH SHU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Blogger

Woahz... my last enry was in jun 2009.... It seems like i haf nt blog for quite a long time. But there is nothing much to blog anyway. Hehe.... i juz came back from taiwan and it was so fun to go overseas w/o my family ard. I haf more freedom in wad i m doing. So, frankly speaking i reallie like to go overseas wif my frenz(or i should saez my buddy or brothers) haha... Yup... i love them deep deep sia. Cos they r so fun when coming to overseas trip hehe...

Okie, i nid to search for job soon. BECAUSE.. ORD lohz... no time for army liaozz.... hehe.. I hope to get a job wif all my brother i noe in NS, JC n sec.. which is hard... haha... at least let me haf a job wif ppl i noe... ELSE i go for relief teaching haha...

Yup another phase of my life haf pass n i nid to thx e following ppl for understand me n tolerate my weird temper:

JIXIANG(My buddy n Partner- Aso treat him like my big bro le: thx for teaching me lots of important lifeskills)

Maurice(someone hu can bitch wif)

Weijie(sama sama as mau)

Dan Goh(he is my kor kor)

Jianhui

Wei Chong

Peng Soon(He is a bitchy guy...)

Zhi Xuan

XUdong

Yongzhi

Wei Siew(my ORD buddy haha)

okie thx all for tdy

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Weird

Anw scandal and i tink that some ppl in our class r acting weird... haha dunnoe since when they r so close de.. hahah I haven seen scandal n auntie for ages... tink i muz jio them out soon... haha i been confused wif my plans n there r lots of thing nid to do... haha nvm i can plan for all my outing when i m back nxt n i can do it in CAMP haha...

IN MSU TILL ORD... hhaah... ORD IN 6 Mth...

ORD LORZ..................

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Off to Taiwan

Yeahz... I am going to Taiwan tmr... So happie... Even though i muz worried some of my work in camp. Abit scared that something will screw up haha. Dun tink so lahz. I gt the rest of the CQ to help me handle with the ration issue for 3 daez. Haha. Tink i will kinda of miss some of my outing wif my frenzz haha burnt one wkend w/o gg out wif my fren haha... I gg to Taiwan n chiong lots of clothes back haha... Anw, I left 6mth to ORD. It is kinda sad n emo to see ppl getting Pink IC while u still haf to serve the nation. Esp some of my gd frenz in MSU haf orded for the past few daez.. haha bt it is still okie cos i will still ask them out for gathering haha... And i still gt lots of loveable frenz in MSU hu will acc me in the Coy until the end of the yr b4 we ord haha... Which means i still haf my gd frenz haha n they r one of the beta frenz hu will hlp me in storework haha..... LOVE THEM so much(esp xudong, weichong(my loveable OG mate and listener, zhixuan, jixiang(my gay partner), pengsoon, maurice, Chokkee(my bed buddy) n dan goh n jianhui n weijie) N they gif me a new nick known as Cai tou. haha...

OKIE..... OFF to taiwan liaoz... n contact u all on sun... N aso my loveable msu buddy on mon afternoon n Love all of u all

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Lost more weight and IPPT

PASS IPPT: END OF JUNE
WEIGHT TO ACHIEVE: 75 end of june

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MSU operator

Woahzz.... i din update my blog for a super long time le.... Haha... so sorrie abt tat... cos that is nth much that i can write abt NZ.... haha... Nevertheless NZ is a beautiful place. A good place for relaxation and holidaez. The place dere is super relax lorz.. haha
Anyway, lots of things haf happen in NS which i dunwan to share wif nw. Cos it is nth much to share wif. Just tat i realise that i m in love wif the operator bunk, haha, it is becos the ppl dere is more fun n lovable... haha *vomiting nw* haha... and they r ppl that i being jking wif... haha n i spend lots of time wif dem juz tat i planning whether should i shift my cupboard.. anyway i hate some ppl in HQ that wanna do some stunts in our COY.
I believe that i m able to spent my last 7 mth in MSU... And ORD wif the operator in MSU de.... Leave tgt wif them when nov and dec 09 come. haha... HATE the S4 esp... haiz.. ....

7 MTH TO ORD........

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Regreted

After thinking for so mani nitez, i haf come up wif a theory...... It is juz that i m reallie abit regret abt making e decision. Maybe i will be more happie if i **** rather than **............ Haiz... Super regret bt nth can be done to change my decision nw.... Frankly speaking, i abit scared that they will nt regard me as frenz after i **** back haha.... bt i noe that they are nt such ppl..... Hehe

ANYWAY, Happie CNY......... GONG XI FA CAI

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New Zeland and MSU

Yeah.... I am going to New Zeland with MSU personnel soon. Frankly speaking, I din really looking forward for that trip cos i realize that it is kinda a wrong move i have decided. The main reason is because the HQ and Support operator did not go to NZ. But still i believe that this EX will be a fun trip as i nvr go to NZ before and my main role is juz to support my COY can liaoz... haha....

Anyway, let not saez abt NZ trip hahz cos tink i m still able to enjoy myself haha... MSU is a place that i haf learned quite alot that is applicable in life... Some ppl are not worth to hlp esp those ppl hu is unappreciate of wad u haf done for them. I m those kinda ppl hu will go all out for friends. Or as long as i treat u as a friend. Bt if they are unappreciative of my good deed, i tink they sux and i should not hlp them anymore. HAHA in MSU, i haf lots of friends n ppl ,hu i treat as buddy, r e operator n ASA n Qin en n Yongzhi bt not e ppl working closely wif me. however i treat them as a friends n i dun mind mit those CQ after ORD for gathering(ONCE a FEW MONTH). While those buddy is e one i will call to go out wif as long as we gt e time. hahah WAD a Ironic

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NEW YR!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lolz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i haf nt blog for abt 1 mth plus haha!!!! Actually the main reason is i dunnoe wad to blog lahzz... haha...
Anyway, i haf come back for taiwan for abt 2 wk plus liaozz.. Taiwan was so fun lahzz... so mani things to shop and makan... The teenagers haf super good fashion sense compared to singaporean lahzz.... i regret that i din buy more clothes frm dere bt some clothes dere is nt suitable to wear in Singapore lorz... i bought lots of comics and book from their bookstores. It sound kinda stupid bt u muz agree that it is much cheaper. haha!!!!!!!!!! ANYWAY i LEFT 11 MORE MTH TO ORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ORD LO

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BAD MOOD

I am in a super bad mood todaez!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate myself for being in a bad mood cos it reallie make me tink that the whole world owe me things.................... Anyway why m i in a bad mood cos i tink that todaez is a super unfair day for me......
Firstly, i was kena accused by something that i din do.......... and ppl should noe that i hate to being accuse de mehzz....... f*** it man.. it is not my prob....
Next is that the stupid laminating manchine is spolit. OKie.... and somemore in my own hand... cos it kena jam so i haf remove all e things before i can do anything wad... bt it still spolit... wth.... enuff of it.
last, is that i seriously think tat my hse nid 2 com... can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hu sae 1 com is enuff de..... we r fighting for tat 1 stupid com okie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i regret for not asking my bro to get back e other laptop todaezz.... or i should haf saez... since it is able to use e com n play for such a long time!!!! i tink he is able to get e laptop back on mon since he dun haf to go to sch...... okie!!!!!!!!!!!!! so that it......... if he tink tat 1 com is enuff that he should let me us e com instead okie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ATEC

Yes arh.................... I haf finally completed the ATEC evaluation. Heard that we haf achieved quite a good result with 3 SIR. It means that they should thanks us for the effort we put in as we are the unit that are supporting them as well as we have to do more things than them. Anyway dis week is the recovery phase of ATEC and i haf onli 1 conclusion for it: IT SUX........................ Kena confined for nth lahz...... My hari raya holidaez was kena burnt during to the loss of equipment....... And aso kena shoot stupid by a pplm hu is onli primary school educated...... Stupid black dog... hahah well i should be heng that i do not haf to go to wallably for exercise dis time round..... which means i haf a relaxing mth in msu dis mth hehe... so happie i like to haf slackz life in camp rather than go n chiong sua hahah...................... okie nth much liaozz...... gd bye

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166 post

YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my 166 post sia.......
i have posted to my new unit liaozz.... which is MSU........... lolz...
tink tat it is a quite screw unit cos it alwaes change it's training schedule hehe.......... i haf gone for field camp within a mth haha.... and i take charge expandable stores haha it is super messy.......... haha...... anw i haf ran for 10km haah AHM i almost throw out my lungs... hehehe....... i so proud of myself.........
miss national daez dis yr sia..... n gng to aust for exercise soon still got atec....... haiz!!!!!!!!!!! okie lahzz the end

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my 165 post......

Last daez of my block leave........ haha... okie lahzz dis block leave i din do anything much lorzz.....actually gt lahz.. bt it is everything gng out lorzz...... cos nth much i can do wad for the 6 daez...
Thurs:
I alwaes love gng back to ny de... cos it is so fun toking to the teacher esp ms peh..... she is another joker lahz... cos she alwaes entertain me in gp lesson even though i alwaes wanna slp during her lesson...... i go back to ny wif my nu er and katrina to take SGC...... then when i look at the sgc i was shock.... cos it doesnt look like wad i haf written during my daez in ny........
After that i go wif Peng tian to collect his... haha so coincident to see him playing tennis.... alwaes like to tok crap wif him de... he can entertain me during nitez studys... haha............ I chiong down to tamp to mit my CQ platoon mate... hope can go to the same unit as them........ haha...... we go to jon hse for bbq..... and i aso drink abit lahz... dey sae i drunk liaozz.... bt okie lahz... abit hang over nia....
Fri:
Mit my nu er for klunch at somerset..... i tink it is the cheapest kbox trip i haf gone lahz.... haha we sing quite a few song... and both of us haf a conclusion..... we should go and form a band..... cos we sing quite pei de........ den after we sing finish..... i go hm lahz... since my nu er is nt feeling well..... and go n teach my kids lorxx....
Sat:
By right i m suppose to mit junjie n prof cai to watch movie de.... however there is no seats for the movie we r planning to watch so we gif it a off lorx... wad we do is juz eat n window shopping lorz...n tat all...... i went hm early cos i ask my hse to liu fan for me to go back lorzz.........(like my hse food) I tink tat prof cai like to listen to classical music..............
Sun:
Go to dental and temple in the morning and afternoon..... follow my dad n mum to amk hub to buy stuff after tat i go to wg hse n makan.... his mum culinery skills is super good sia.... like my grandma....haha....... go to yishun park to mit kaijie n cl to drink.......... bt it is not that strong de... so din reallie like... 3 guys were acting like a small boy n play wif the swings.........
Mon:
Go back to ny again bt wif the BYG personnel cos dey haf nt take their sgc yet... haf a chat wif lks n lots of teacher... den we go to kbox.... haha... it is a long time i go wif kbox liaozz......
Xiao mei: juz to let u noe tat, actually i alwaes noe tat u r nt prepared bt still i m abit foolish lahz... cos i tot tat miracle will happen(should be hope lahzz).. bt nvm lorz.... everything haf pass n we r still gd frenzz ritezz???????? no wonder tat time i study wif dicky dey all instead......
Tues:
LOLz........ gng back to ny wif dicky todaeez..... love dis best xiong di the most haha....... i was late lahz... cos my best fren(another sis) was late liaozz... she still can chat wif her frenz........ den she still can miss the bus bt as a gd frenz... i wait for her at the bus stop lorz... heng arh dicky haf nt left the hse yet..... haha....... was makaning wif auntie peh n dicky n she nvr fail to make me smile and entertainment haha,.............. n guess wad....., nth much happen haha.....

Muz TINK ABT SOMETHING NW.........

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On leave

Yes arh............. Finally on leave now.... 6 daes no nid to wear the green uniform... super happie abt it lahz... but hor... i damn sianzz now cos i haf no money lehzz... i gng to spend to my limits now... hehe tink abt it i haf spend abit to much when i go out wif my frenzz man............ unforgivable........ nvm i haf my way to get my money at most i dun spend tat much nia..... heheh....
Wad to do for 6 daes:
Thurs: Back to Ny, BBQ
Fri: Kbox, teaching
Sat: movie
sun: drinking
mon:Back to ny
tues: at hm

that my plan lorz... rough one lahz...
How i spend my bade wof different ppl:
juz differently lorz..
haha
tat lame.. okie lahzz..
ashism give me 1 brown tee which have spongebox square pants pix...
my bro gif me 1 wallet( nice wallet anw)
STC pal spend their nitezz wif me by watching movie and makaning
Tat mani more yet to come haha............

STC dining in... tat fun haha i being saboing ppl and toking cock wif ppl of my course mate.......... cfm 1 thing is tat i hate beer alot.... the taste sux man.......... haha... the end liaozz bb

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1 mth and bdae soon

OMG!!!!!!!!!! i juz realise tat dis mth gt lots of bdae..... haha din reallie noe wad to buy for them as a gift hehe..... nvm i go shop ard dis wkend wif my lao da(JJ)....... hehe he wanna teach me how to play bb liaozz........ n thx to him as well tat i wish to be a gd player in bb cos i alwaes the one tat sabo my team to lose(I tink lahzz)................................. hehe dis guy teach me lots of stuff in the course and he willing to lent me all his bb comics haha......... Finally 1 mth has passed liaozz... which means that i do not haf ops for the rest of my ns life beside fighting wif atech...... bt i rather go to places which is sch rather suitable for me i hope tat the CBC send me to Bmtc or places like STC(even though stc is abit screw up) haha.............................
HATE OUTFIELD SO MUCH.....
nth much to sae abt dis mth hehe.... BT i managed to buy 1 nice shirt hehe... Dining in is coming so i tink i muz buy blackz pants before i haf to wear jeans to safti nxt tues... hehe nw is stay out personnel bt i rather stay in cos can wakie up a bit late..... muz plan for bbq n chalet for the syndicate cos we haf fun(i hope??) for the past 2-3 mths...... at least i haf.... hehe.. tmr gng to watch movie lorz..... gng to my bdae soon.... lala

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My brother blog

Yes arh.... finally finish my tekong trip haha........ i should upload some pics of wad happen to my hand n face soon haha..

ytd go shopping wif my 2 sis hahah.... haf a fun trip wif them bt nvrtheless i finally buy some thing cheap haha.... 29.90 for a long seelve shirt which i tink tat it is quite okie haha............................... n my comics haha...

yah... as the blog mention it is to advertise my bro blog so ppl plz go n take a look lor

link: http://www.bring-it-home.blogspot.com/

Juz to let u noe tat i will be happie when u are happie...........

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1 mth post

Okie decided to use dis font cos i m sick n bored of using ARIAL...... Haha.... my blog hao xiang only update for every 1 mth..... As a NSF, i muz stress that there is nth tat i can write as in camp. Reason is because dere is alwaes the same old things gng on.... Alwaes lecture and practical.... Wad else can i write sia... Dunnoe whether gt post dis before that my bro wanna use my blog to sell some stuff..... If u all are interested in any stuff... i will upload it up lorzz.... but everything is not cfm yet so can update u all much. Wad haf i done for the past 1 mth???? okie.. i finally have chance to go kbox wif lionel and Renjie(RJ)......... Din noe that our mr RJ can sing so well haha....... it is miracle man... i have known him for the past 1 yr and he din sing any song in front the whole loads of us haha..... When i tell dis to my nu er(June)... She was damn shock aso... hahaha... RJ seems like u gt talent in singing but u cant sing CHI song nia...

Juz to let some ppl noe tat it is not easy to maintain 1 yr frenship lahzz... bt if u reallie wanna break dis frenship.......... den so be it lorz... I tot u will noe my personality well lehzz..... bt somehow u disappointed me. Even though it is my fault to sae it out bt still.......... nvm it is hard to sae it out man.......................................................................................................................

OMG my nu er bdae is coming.... still haf not buy present for her.... haha but i alwaes believe that i haf gave her the best gift in her life le.... hehe.....

Finally ASHISM guy is all botak haha.... looking forward for all of them to come out for party........

LAST THING: How come my fren blog is so emo..........................................

N aso HAPPIE BELATED BDAE TO MY BEST DEAR(MENG HOW)
hahah....
almost forget about it.

WITH THAT i end my blog hao le...

SAD DAE

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CQ course

Woahzz... look like i nid to do some updating of my blog........ din realize that i haf nt updated it for so long
hehe..... tmr gt ntu interview........... sianzzz lahzz.... i tot the course i gng to take will not haf interview de hehe.............. weird rite?? this course should not have so much ppl to take de mehz... woahzz abit kena cheated by them... damn tired now i tink hor ntu abit mei cheng yi.... onli sms to the person.... i tink they should juz send 1 letter or wad de lor....
o..... ya......... i finish my BMt life le.... in case u dunnoe...... haha my rank now is PTE.......... bigger than REC bt still no rank lahzz....
hehehe... i love platoon 3 the most liaozz...... they are such an lovable platoon as they are able to joke alot in the camp regardless of how shed we are in the platoon..... i aso like to thx my PS....... Because of him i nid to do guardduty on my block leave..... wahzz.... kena cheated... haha
o... ya i m in CQ course now.... haha n my syndicate is another lovable ppl as they are quite fun as well lor.... hhehe .... CQ is not an easy task man haha..... yay..... ashism de guys finally botake liaozz... hehehe
ALL BOTAK haha.......
update u all tmr hehe

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A level result!!!!!!!!!

Haha......... i m nt suppose to talk about life in ** so let not talk abt it..................... hehe!!!!!!!!!!!! bt gt good news to share tat another couple has being produced liaozz......... haha!!!!!!!!!!! bt hor........ it is not me lahz.... is my fren lahz...................... she told me 1 thing tat dae......... dunnoe whether it is true or not lahz....
she sae i can guess one female thinkings very well....... hehe... i dunnoe whether should i agree or not cos i aso dunnoe... bt still hehe... i still can guess wad my dis fren is thinking even though i noe her for only 1 yr haha.....
i wonder how we become such a good fren bt nvm......... we r frens forever man... haha..... correct anot bitch???
anywhr, i haf gotten my result ytd and i tink tat it is beta than wad i expect lahzz.... even though i may mug super hard lahzz..... cos i dunnoe wad the heck did i write for some of my paper lor........
bt wadever the case is.................
i muz thx lots of ppl:

Ashism buddy: w/o them acc me in the studies in lib and classroom during the A lvl period and before the period, i tink i will be a loner liaoz... and aso they r the best buddies man who will gif me lots of advice...........

sis : my best GP consultation fren........ haha w/o our crapping in gp consultation, haha.......... i tink gp consultation will be super sianzz.........

Bitch: haha...... my sat buddy...... kip bullying her during sat by splashing water...... hehe bt it is a way to relax ppl...........

mr wu: for his guidance in maths

NY tutors: for their hlp esp. MS PEH haha

thx lots of pp in one way or another if i nvr write ur name becos i abit lazy hor

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In camp

Opps........... looks like i haf not update dis blog for a long time... haha... actually not much things to write about......
Highlight 1:Fieldcamp
Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i finally endure through my fieldcamp liaoz... even though i fall out once due to breathing difficulty but still i join in the activity w/o any practice n i tink we pass the test haha.... it means... i do not haf to re-fieldcamp anymore hahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the highlight of the fieldcamp is...... digging of shellscrap....
woahz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tat is a horror to me.... i dig that shellscrap untill i almost gif up liaoz... but thx to sir and his encouragement and the hlp of my platoon mate: boon han, Kang wei, Kevvyn and Dayan(for being hafing the same problem as me) haha......................................... i dunnoe whether i haf pass anot?? but Sir sae can means... i pass... i suppose.. hehe
Highlight 2: SOC
Haha..... after cny.......tat sunday i tink i m gng to train my SOC like siaozz...... haha.... i still haf not learn the technique to climb up the rope lahz.... and i muz pass tat by 15 of feb haha yes... it should be all the obsticales course hahahahah.......
Highlight 3: Status
I promise that i will not be status anymore...... haha... i tot last wk i will not be on status but still...... i haf 2 ATT C............ reason: high fever... crap lahzz... now i haf to rewalk my 6 and 8 km route march........... damn it........... and haf to re-sit test ... walan arh.....

haha..... gng back tonite to clean my "wife" tmr.... hahaha plz.... i beg to huever i can... i dunwan to get any confinement due to my "wife"............ plz.... i wanna book out on dis tue(5/2/2008) de... and book in on nxt sun(10/2/2008).... plz... no confinement can?? okie.... good day......

LOVE HITSUGAYA TOUSHIRO ;

Happy new yr

Yoz... guys happie belated new year to all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and this is my 156 post for this blog... wahz... i so proud of myself...
din update this blog too much these few daes because i haf no time to do so.. as i at tekong most of the time and i onli haf my off for a few daes...
so thoughts:
ii should haf use the environment to tekong le lahz...
but i still feel that it is weird there lorx.....
not in term of the people.... is some of my thoughts lahz....
i haf been praying that i will not kena any confinement these 15 weeks and i can pass my bmt when i reach 19 march 2008 lor....
and tmr i m gng for live range liaoz...
plz.... pray for me that i will not haf any I.A. and MISFIRE....................
haiz....
new yr resolution:
become 1 good army boy and try to get into RP or MP..............
dun reallie like combat soldier so much
erm...........
Wish:
hope everyone is healthy and fine
and many more..
okie ppl i tink i should blog untill here lor
GOODDAY

LOVE HITSUGAYA TOUSHIRO ;

Yoz............. my 155th post...
it is all abt my life in BMTC........ haha no lahzz..............
i cant sae much abt the life inside de...
but overall feelings...
actually if we go in wif a positive mindset, actually it is fine inside de...
or it is because all the xiong part nt here yet.. and i anticipated tat nxt wk will be super xiong haha!!!!!!!!! so i hoope i can survived through there... like wad my officer sae... if i wanna **** ****, i muz endure to do so!!!!!1
haha
i was so touch by my clique(dickson, wan yit, soon heng, melissa)
cos they muz something for me that i realli din think abt it...... so thx guys..... i will meet up wif u all often de..... even though i meet up wif they last nite hehehe..
my officer is quite okie lahz..... hope they will not scold my PL like siaozz... haha
then my bunk mate is super R21 lahzz(but not all lahzz)
haha.............
so i dun write much lahzz....
see ya guys

LOVE HITSUGAYA TOUSHIRO ;

Going army soon

Without people above and many more whom i din put it up on my blog................... my life in ny and Northland will not be so exciting........ I will be missing when i go for ns tmr...... hate to counting down of my enlistment... knowing that it will be here anytime soon.. i muz admit that i haf been holding back my tears now cos i promise to my frens and family tat i will not shed any tears now........ and i haf to write this entry quite secretly w/o anyone to noe haha..... i juz dun wish to face them.....

Sunday:

what haf i been doing during sundae... i noe liaozz.... i go to dicky hse... haha this is the 2nd time i went to his hse and we din slp untill 7 on mondae.... tat is so horrible lahz... dickson and soonheng were watching xing guang da dao during the whole nite and i was choinging my bleach comics during the nite haha....dicky mom was so nice lahzz... she treat us to eat steamboat and i muz admit that that dickson mum treat us quite good haha.....

Monday:

Oh No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! by the time i wake up... i was late for our date wif ms peh liaoz.....haha.. In the end, me and dickson were late for 1 hr plus haha... then we take picture tgt....... After that i went to east coast to look for the juniors for last min bbq... Frankly, speaking... they are quite good le.....

then........... i tink i should cut down all these crap le lahz...

i tink this is from my heart.... after noeing tat i haf been emoing for the past 2 daes.....

Weiguang:

If possible.... i wan to see my da sao by the time i book out from BMT... u dun haf to scared de....

Melissa Godsis:

U are such a good godsis.... haha... but alwaes kena bully by soonheng...... he is alwaes this pattern de...............................

Sister joanna:

thx for ur card ytd.... u are such a good gossip partner.... haha i will try to afford some time out when i book out every weekend..........................

Menghow:

u are the best partner i ever noe... haha i mean gay pattern haha............................

Chewling mei mei:

Alwaes suan me in class but u still quite a good meimei lai de.........

Xiaomei:

I assured that we are still a very good fren.... and i tink nth i can do liaozz............................

Pt lao po:

sorrie lehzz din haf time to go out wif u

0634:

u all are such a good class i ever haf..... Even though some of u may haf friction wif me or other ppl but i wanna sae is that once a 0634 alwaes a 0634..... abd i muz thx my scandal and everyone in the class................. and plz rmr that we muz haf 2 gathering every year one is at march and another is at oct or wad de...

Wanyit, deborah and peimin:

W/O 3 of u...... i will not noe so mani jokes there is in NY le...

Study Clique:

Looks like u all will see my botak soon haha

Bitch:

u are so bitchy lahz... hahah noe so mani things from me liaozz.... and i haf noe quite a lot of 3 8 things from u haha... i will bitch wif u soon after from my book out during christmas period... haha

Dickson and Soon heng:

haha... put u 2 at the last cos i tink i haf quite a bit to sae de........w/o u two..... my life in ny will not be as exciting as it is now.... even though we haf only being good buddy for 3 mths... but i feel that i haf noe both of u for abt 5 yrs liaoz.... i means that u two realli can guess wad i was thinking at time... beside mei nan zi... u two are the nxt ppl that can noe abt wad m i tinking.... and i will drag myself up this morning is tat i wan to see u 2 for the last time before i go to army... and the nxt time i suppose u all will see me is the time when i do not have my hair liaoz... haha.... haha...

Soon heng:

Oi u this god!!!!!!!!! i wan to see my da sao when i book out from my 1st 2 wk of BMT hor...... else u super dui bu qi me and dickson... and u muz update me aso lehzz..

Dickson:

u this stupid pig..... nid me to teach u 10 ways anot?? haha....... if u ____ someone hor... plz yong gan yi dian lehz.... i noe u dunwan to ___________ the present relationship, but like that u will be more tong gu de...... and dun be like me hor.................................................................................

Ms peh:

this teacher hor.... super like to gossip........ i tink she is quite good aso...... haha... ms peh!!!!! u nid us to hlp to search for a BF??? We can offer our hlp de... hahaha..

Okie!!!!!!!!! i tink if i write more.... i will cry de....

LOVE HITSUGAYA TOUSHIRO ;

Ended

Once a 0634........... alwaes a 0634

Yoz....... people....... da jia hao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally............. my A level Examination has ended........... n i m nt thanking anyone todae cos i haf thx them thousand n 1 time liaozz.... hahah.............

Sorrie everyone tat i m unable to blog these fews daes becausei haf gone for an holidae for the past few daes!!!! damn tired todae......

Comment on A level:

Nth to sae lahz....

everything lets leave to all the upper ppl to decided...........

let u guess whr haf i been.......................

Is HONGKONG LAHZZ

Buy lots of things from there haha!!!!!!!!!!!! i will update more pics soon cos my bro haf nt upload it to the com... hahah....................

okie ....

dunnoe wad to blog for todae...

but i onli noe that i m gng to army real soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!